Sadkhin Complex Diet-day1(officially)

So today was my first day on this AWFUL diet!!! It's terrible but totally worth it....? I'm going to stick through it and take it 10 days at a time (one doctor visit at a time in other words). I only ate between the hours of 12-6 and was only like 20 mins late for my first set of rotations. I didn't break any rules but I mind binged everything I saw today. We had a family friend pass away and after the funeral today we went to someone's house..which was FILLED with food!! Not just food but GOOD food...mac-n-cheese, ham, tamales, rolls, etc. It was so annoying and liberating at the same time! I wanted to eat so bad and that was the annoying part, the liberating part was that I didn't do it! I don't think I would have gotten through that without my mom because she didn't eat either and we left before the "buffet line"got to going, but it was hard!! I'm starving and would probably kill for a cheeseburger and some french fries. Only day 1 though so I'm trying to take that into consideration. The first 3 days are always the hardest from what I have heard so I'm hoping it's true because I might have wasted $150.00!! I'm staying strong though and hoping for the best! Tomorrow we have a friend's birthday dinner so I will have to figure out something so that I won't cuss people out for their food!! :-) LOVES IT!! ***