Sadkhin Complex-day 4

So it's my 4th day on this stupid diet and although its getting a little easier it still sucks hardcore. This was my second milk day and there's just something about not chewing something to eat that doesn't exactly cut it. I have become addicted to unsweet tea and sugarfree gum just to get through the day. I am so ready to go back to the doctor to see if this is actually working. I do not feel any better at all. I wasn't expecting to look any different but I was expecting to feel a hell of a lot better! Or at least different...but we shall see! Tomorrow I actually get to eat so I'm excited about that! Still dreaming of a cheesburger n fries with a dr. Pepper but I haven't cheated hardcore yet so I don't plan on it any time soon! I'm so afraid that if I eat a full meal, it will completely make me back track and have to get used to this whole not eating thing all over again! Not a risk I'm willing to take at this point!! Still not having fun but not as miserable...DISLIKES IT VERY MUCH!!!***